New things

Things we have done since Jamie died that we wouldn't have bothered with if we were adjusting to life with 3 children:

• We set up my office
• We have set up my own business - Birth Basics (It's gonna be great!)
• Our trip to Edinburgh
• Gary got the pinball working
• I've started writing again - I've written 2 features for magazines in the last few weeks
• I've started to lose weight and get fit
• I've been out DRINKING!
• We're planning trips away next year
• We've made changes in the house and we are planning more

We would swap all of it to have Jamie back - but we can't have him back so I'm proud of the positive steps we have made to create a new normal for our family which involves tears, hugs, hope and happiness.