Friday, August 17, 2007

and then it all went down hill

i feel so so so so so so so sad. all i want to do is cry, i miss my little boy so much and i want him here with me. Last night i felt so lost sitting on the couch with gary, i should have been holding my baby, feeding him but my arms were empty and they ached so much. i went to see my girls who were asleep in bed and I held them to make the ache go away.
why was he taken away from me, i want him back

1 Comments:

Blogger Suzanne said...

Thinking of you Janine, and how very, very strong you are to be getting through this. Love to you and all your family through your darkest moments.

8:49 PM  

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