Friday, August 17, 2007

and then it all went down hill

i feel so so so so so so so sad. all i want to do is cry, i miss my little boy so much and i want him here with me. Last night i felt so lost sitting on the couch with gary, i should have been holding my baby, feeding him but my arms were empty and they ached so much. i went to see my girls who were asleep in bed and I held them to make the ache go away.
why was he taken away from me, i want him back


Blogger Suzanne said...

Thinking of you Janine, and how very, very strong you are to be getting through this. Love to you and all your family through your darkest moments.

8:49 PM  

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